always.

Monday, April 16, 2007

i dont understand myself sometimes.
why bother keeping a blog when half the time, i do not pen down what i really feel or what i wanna say.
i bloody hate it when once in a while,
when i finally do indulge in my musing,
people start coming to me asking questions, expecting explanations.
like i ever owe anyone an answer to how i feel
ugh.

random thoughts aside,
cedar's cheerleading gonna happen this friday
and i cant decide whether or not to sxxx sxxxxx for it.

things to do:
1) lose a thousand pounds the minute i snap my fingers, seriously
2) finish up the piles and piles of overdued assignments
3) get a refreshing ~~haircut~~ fringe cut
4) save money save money save money
5) why are people so rich (aka KKW)
6) annoy ELItan because she has juicy secrets :D
7) figure out how to get myself into the club for nessa's and/or rhon's birthdays, without risking myself getting bounced and end up having to sit outside, by the curb, to savor their bday cake which they're gonna bring out for me
8) beg my maid to stop washing my shoes because i dont want to begin every monday with gleaming white shoes, thank you very much
9) stop dreaming about flying to japan or to any part of the world for that matter
10) dress like a geek and start going to school, bitch

i feel like there is nothing worth feeling.

out of my head, out of my bed
out of the dreams we had, they’re bad
tell them it’s me who made you sad
tell them the fairytale gone bad


MELISSA 120689 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 November 2008 Bituwin - template Dementee - image	Monday, April 16, 2007 i dont understand myself sometimes. why bother keeping a blog when half the time, i do not pen down what i really feel or what i wanna say. i bloody hate it when once in a while, when i finally do indulge in my musing, people start coming to me asking questions, expecting explanations. like i ever owe anyone an answer to how i feel ugh. random thoughts aside, cedar's cheerleading gonna happen this friday and i cant decide whether or not to sxxx sxxxxx for it. things to do: 1) lose a thousand pounds the minute i snap my fingers, seriously 2) finish up the piles and piles of overdued assignments 3) get a refreshing ~~haircut~~ fringe cut 4) save money save money save money 5) why are people so rich (aka KKW) 6) annoy ELItan because she has juicy secrets :D 7) figure out how to get myself into the club for nessa's and/or rhon's birthdays, without risking myself getting bounced and end up having to sit outside, by the curb, to savor their bday cake which they're gonna bring out for me 8) beg my maid to stop washing my shoes because i dont want to begin every monday with gleaming white shoes, thank you very much 9) stop dreaming about flying to japan or to any part of the world for that matter 10) dress like a geek and start going to school, bitch i feel like there is nothing worth feeling. out of my head, out of my bed out of the dreams we had, they’re bad tell them it’s me who made you sad tell them the fairytale gone bad 9:04 PM ·